Wednesday, September 07, 2005
9/07/2005 10:05:00 PMj.o.y
shall use purple..havent been blogging properly..neither have i been eating nor sleeping properly..my whole body clock is screwed..and its not cos i'm stressed or anything..it's really weird..i just lose my appetite..or have insomnia..or wake up in the night..and toss for a long time..i dunno whats wrong..
i think when i have too much time alone..i think too much..and to make it worst..it's random thots..thots that are incoherent..and RANDOM..i think it's the air at home..maybe i shouldnt spend too much time at home..which explains why i'm feeling so much better after getting out of the house today! meet dearest joy to study..and that idiot told me to meet her at 930..firstly she was late by 15 mins..secondly..the library opened only at 10!!! grr..so we looked like some refugees camping outside the library entrance..then when the doors finally opened..i told joy that it was like a mini singapore sale(cos there were other kiasu/ignorant others like us who were SERIOUSLY standing AT the door.it was funny...and so just as i said that..we saw this guy running inside the library to the newspapers section. yes RUNNING!! like oh my! so joy and i just BURST out laughing..and u know her stupid giggle..*rolls eyes*..but albeit our lousy start ..things got better and we managed to get some work done..and of course eat the yummy potato chunks..(which joy claims is one of the best thing to eat..how deprived!)
then i met siewlee arnd 4 for BS..today's lesson made me think alot..even more than the other lessons..Abraham is really a good character to do in-depth BS/character study..his journey towards destiny is really worth studying..so of course we talked about my destiny..though currently its still early to tell..its time i start seeking God and yeah..ask HIm to start revealing to me..step by step..but i really really need to be like the apostles in Luke 17:5 and cry out to the Lord to "increase our[my] faith!" then we talked about how much i have changed..mentality..character..values..etc..talked about other personal stuff which i think would be better written in my nice yellow journal..nonetheless siewlee thinks i'm "under-challenged" ..ha..i dunno wad she's gonna do to/with me next..lol..but nonetheless i feel very very thankful for such a wise and godly mentor =) God is good..
so yeah..that's about how i spent today..had lots of laughs and it was quite fun =) more mugging rendezvous joy!
tmr's cousin's day out =) gonna tighten my braces then go for a retail therapy with cousin dear..hopefully it'll be productive..i need new clothes..and a break from mugging..
there's cell chill out on friday night..still thinking if i should go..after all there's t2t retreat the whole day on sunday..would i be playing too much?for now..i'm very sure it's time to hit the bed..no..guitar first then the bed =)
i think when i have too much time alone..i think too much..and to make it worst..it's random thots..thots that are incoherent..and RANDOM..i think it's the air at home..maybe i shouldnt spend too much time at home..which explains why i'm feeling so much better after getting out of the house today! meet dearest joy to study..and that idiot told me to meet her at 930..firstly she was late by 15 mins..secondly..the library opened only at 10!!! grr..so we looked like some refugees camping outside the library entrance..then when the doors finally opened..i told joy that it was like a mini singapore sale(cos there were other kiasu/ignorant others like us who were SERIOUSLY standing AT the door.it was funny...and so just as i said that..we saw this guy running inside the library to the newspapers section. yes RUNNING!! like oh my! so joy and i just BURST out laughing..and u know her stupid giggle..*rolls eyes*..but albeit our lousy start ..things got better and we managed to get some work done..and of course eat the yummy potato chunks..(which joy claims is one of the best thing to eat..how deprived!)
then i met siewlee arnd 4 for BS..today's lesson made me think alot..even more than the other lessons..Abraham is really a good character to do in-depth BS/character study..his journey towards destiny is really worth studying..so of course we talked about my destiny..though currently its still early to tell..its time i start seeking God and yeah..ask HIm to start revealing to me..step by step..but i really really need to be like the apostles in Luke 17:5 and cry out to the Lord to "increase our[my] faith!" then we talked about how much i have changed..mentality..character..values..etc..talked about other personal stuff which i think would be better written in my nice yellow journal..nonetheless siewlee thinks i'm "under-challenged" ..ha..i dunno wad she's gonna do to/with me next..lol..but nonetheless i feel very very thankful for such a wise and godly mentor =) God is good..
so yeah..that's about how i spent today..had lots of laughs and it was quite fun =) more mugging rendezvous joy!
tmr's cousin's day out =) gonna tighten my braces then go for a retail therapy with cousin dear..hopefully it'll be productive..i need new clothes..and a break from mugging..
there's cell chill out on friday night..still thinking if i should go..after all there's t2t retreat the whole day on sunday..would i be playing too much?for now..i'm very sure it's time to hit the bed..no..guitar first then the bed =)